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i got no sleep last night.
i woke up and got sick.
i have the sorest throat.
my parents left me and went to my brothers party.. FOR A PARKING SPOT. they choose a parking spot over me.
and to top it all off. nick dumped me for a friend.
seriously, why the fuck me.
i can never be fucking HAPPY.
and for your information i have never had confidence and secuirity nick. ive always been this way. and for u to do this to me SHOWS ME you don't care. UGH
just leave me the fuck alone.
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[03 Jul 2004|11:16pm] |
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omg alyssa is my LJ best friend TOO!! YAY
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[01 Jul 2004|09:38pm] |
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SUMMER weeeeee
i haven't had the drive to update.. so umm here ya go. i'm finally updating.
this summer is pretty good so far. mostly work but i need money.
i went shopping today with dannie, allie, and alexis. it was fun and i got alot of good stuff. yay.
i almost freaked out at work today. that was horrible. omg.
mmk. tomorrow i leave at like 8 for wildwood to check out a condo with my mommie
so buh byez
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[22 Jun 2004|08:29pm] |
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RIP steve mcnabb
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[20 Jun 2004|10:38pm] |
wow, coolness.
i dont feel like saying who is who. too tired
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school is over, all i have are finals. yes. i've been working alot, but hey i need money.
i need to go tanning again but my mom won't drive me. agh
blleeehhhhhhh
this summer seems like it's gonna suck. no. it musn't suck. someone make it not suck.
gah i'm not awake
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[13 Jun 2004|10:00pm] |
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i made co-captain for danceline. YAY
i worked from 12-8 30. that fucking bites. lil kids pissed me off today
nicks being a deushbag. haha jay kay. i just don't wanna be broke
mary-kate sucks at driving. she needs practice.
ffaawwwkkk
toodles
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[07 Jun 2004|08:39pm] |
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well well, dance line captain try outs are thursday, i'm almost finished with my routine and i only have like 40 seconds left. thats like 5 counts of 8 i gotta do. i'm not stressin. but i am pretty scared. this means alot to me. :: crosses fingers ::
this is the last full week of school. omg. YAY. and then i'll be a senior, YAY
the last few weeks me and nick have gotten into a few fights and i just wanna say i'm truely sorry. you know i don't want us to fight. i'm just not used to things but you mean alot to me and i don't wanna lose you, things are just hectic. don't let my attitude in the mornings fool you. that's just the devil in me bitching at the world.
Sorry
well i guess i'll get back to things...
<333
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[31 May 2004|10:31pm] |
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my boyfriends better than yours!
just got done with an hour and a half phone convo. that showed me how much of a great guy he is. hung out with him at my house also. i <3 nicky.
school is almost over so that means finals aggghhhhhh.
must think happy thoughts.
i will get through these finals and summer will be here and its gonna be the best damn summer!
LEAVE ME HAPPY THOUGHTS
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[30 May 2004|10:19pm] |
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haven't updated in awhile.
today i worked.. yesterday i worked. i also went to marks band thing yesterday. his band is summer hill and they are very good. talked to his band mate pat who is also sharons b/f. he is very nice.
i'm dead. lil kids tucker me out..... and some are demons. i swear to god they are.
i miss nick. i know... i'm a faggot for saying that. but i miss nick.
school is almost over. holy shyt YES.
i'm gonna go. dunno what i'm gonna do. i'll figure something out...
<33
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[24 May 2004|09:13pm] |
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If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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[23 May 2004|10:22pm] |
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i'm freaking IN DANGER OF FAILING cantillo, wtf is that bullshit? whatev. i have time. i've gotten on honor roll every marking period. she better not fail me.
anywhoo..
friday: chorus competition in hershey, we won 1st place excellent in our magical group, 1st place superior in womans chorus ( ME ), and first place overall high school chorus ( obviously me ). it was uber fun. i got a henna on my ankle, frolicked with sam and nicole and stopped at burger king at 10 at night. listened to a million cds. talked to nick for like 2 hrs on the phone. while being cut off every 20 minutes. got home at 12 and went to bed around 12:30
saturday: prom day. woke up at like 11:30 and showered. went to the park for aubreys b day party. went to get my hair done. finished around 4:30. went home and got ready and was finished by 6:30 when nick showed up. photos and then we headed over. prom was really fun. i <33 nick to the max. he asked me out during the last slow song. what was the name of that song? me and alexis are wondering. it was the one from ghost. i got the fishy centerpiece. went home. hung out with nick until 1 a.m. and he went home and i went to bed.
sunday: woke up at 11 and showered. went to sean and michelles. saw aubrey in her lil hat and bathing suit.. aawweeeeee. went to the store and bought fish food. came back and talked to nick until i had to leave for work. went to work from 3-9. omg i was so pissy today. came home and showered.
i showered twice today. and i still feel yucky.
agh i better go do some more homework. and talk to nick cause he keeps me sane.
I NEED SUMMER NOW
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[18 May 2004|02:36pm] |
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who actually reads this? and am i loved? lol probably not.. it's worth a shot tho..
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Do you know i love you?
35. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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what's your name? mary-kate.
what are your nicknames? mk, duckie, olsen, or just mary-kate.
how old are you? 16.
how tall are you? 5'4.
what color are your eyes? blue green.
where do you live? beachwood, nj.
piercings? 6 in ears, belly button.
tattoos? nah.
do you get along with your parents? yeah, i guess.
can you do anything freakish with your body? not so much. normally skinny.
when is your bedtime? whenever.
have you ever been arrested? nope. don't think i will be, unless my brother decides to be a jerkoff.
who's your role model? i don't have one.
what type of shampoo/conditioner do you use? herbal essences, aussie
do you have any pets? no, sadly. :(
nationalities? irish and czechoslovakian
what is your astrological sign? virgo the virgin lol.
Y O U R P R E F E R E N C E S
serious or be funny? funny.
straight or curly hair? either.
blue green or brown eyes? blue green.
single or taken? i wish i was taken. cough
simple or complicated? simple.
grey or gray? gray.
read or write? write
color or black-and-white photos? black and white.
sunrise or sunset? sunset.
m&m's or skittles? skittles.
rap or rock? rock.
what is your biggest fear in the world? death and being alone.
Y O U R F A V O R I T E
number? 14.
holiday: christmas or halloween.
radio station? 98.5.
flower? sunflower/rose.
scent? ralph lauren, clinque happy, ck eternity.
if you could be anywhere, where would you be? hawaii, away from it all. lol. beach, no worries. damn.
what would you be doing there? not worrying, being happy, and then after a few days i'll start missing people.
C U R R E N T S
current clothes: soft red sweatpants, red passion fruit tee, retainers GAH, hair up and WET.
current mood: odd.
current taste: spit, retainers AGH.
current annoyance: i have school tomorrow.
current smell: wet hair.
current thing you ought to be doing: english journal.
current worry: prom, chorus, relationship status.
current sound: nick's buddy sound.
current fav food: chinese.
current fav shoes: flip flops.
current fav TV show: that 70's show.
current fav movie: fear, cherry hill, cruel intentions
current fav song: kill hannah " kennedy "
current fav band: tbs.
current crush: nick.
L A S T P E R S O N
you touched?: mom.
you talked to: mom.
you hugged?? mom?
you instant messaged: nick.
you kissed: nick.
you made out with: nick.
you yelled at: mom.
you laughed with: iono.. nick?
H A V E Y O U E V E R
fallen for your best friend: no.
made out with JUST a friend: yes.
been rejected: yes.
been in love: yes.
used someone: yes.
done something you regret: yes.
kissed someone: yes.
made out with someone: yeah.
given oral sex: yeah.
recieved oral sex: no? i think
had sex: yes.
had your heart broken: yeah.
broken someone's heart: hopefully not.
hooked up with more then one person at the same time: umm no.
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[16 May 2004|09:23pm] |
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ahhh i never update
i worked all this weekend.
friday- 6-11
saturday 4-9:30
sunday- 12-8
rawr.
this week is prom week. and tuesday i have a concert and friday i have penn. concert. weee, bleh
thats it. cause life is boring..
toodles
xoxo
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[13 May 2004|09:33pm] |
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EH! Qu'est-ce que tu fais?!
senior pictures were today. i tryed to look my best. dunno if i pulled it off. we'll see when i get the pics.
after school i had to take make up tests. and then i walked to nicoles. it was steve nicole nick and christina on the tramp. haha. but half left. yeah. lol. i had the funnest time tho. that was great. YOU KICK ASS! hit me BABY, ONE more TIME. i'd tell more, but it's secretive. SHH. lol.
i'm so tired. i have work all weekend. fawk me...
i guess i'll go be a good lil girl. and organize my notebook and stuff.
toodles xoxo
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[10 May 2004|09:20pm] |
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life blows..
today was a waste of a day.
i went tanning and ate checkers. oh boy i didn't finish it too. * off to the fridge i go *
this week is so gay. all i really have is senior pictures, school, and work. GAY
i think that all drama needs to stop cause it's getting annoying. most of this shit doesn't need to be discussed. just leave it be and MOVE ON people.
mmkay. 'tis all.
<33
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[08 May 2004|09:39pm] |
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oh crapper
i went to bed at like 12 last night cause i'm an idiot who watches entirely too much television. well it was only 2 hours but still. so i woke up at 10 from my alarm and was too tired to get up so i slept until 12. but i needed to be at work at 1 so i COULDN'T go tanning. fuck.
i worked from 1-9. 8 hours of lil children hell. daymn. it has it's funny moments. but today didn't like me. so i had a suckie day.
tomorrow = mother's day. my mom gave me that simpathy speech about how i should wake up at 9 tomorrow and go to church with her. chhyeeaa. i don't wanna. i'm a lazy bitch.
i was so bitchy today. i probably smiled like 5 times. i didn't even mean to not smile it just wasn't coming out and most of the stuff i said was kinda.. cruel? iono. today was not my day.
i have no friends.. :( haha
listening to disney music for 8 hours + ritalin deprived kids = a tired/angry mary-kate
<33
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[07 May 2004|09:44pm] |
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it's the weekend
i worked from 5:20 to 9 at my loverly job.
i got my bid after school and then froliced over to nicoles. shane was my follower but then he got dis-interested. * sigh * you're not a very good stalker.
nick is my date for junior prom. wee. i have a date
tomorrow i work at 1. my mommie is taking me tanning before hand. hellz yeah.
omg i'm missing my first gay non dressy dance at south. i've went to every one. but i was dancing at work so i guess i made up for it?
there's nothing to DO... but YOU. someone come and have fun with me. * wink * J K
grah.
HAHA. funny. come have sex with me.
<33
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[04 May 2004|10:27pm] |
quick update.
life sucks. i stayed home and slept, it was a nice quality me day.
TOMGREEN231: good night ill find you a date i promise
i'm holding you to that steve.
i need a prom date!!!!!
fuck a duck.
<3
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